The next step
Some things about yourself are obvious to everybody except yourself, unfortunately. Sometimes it takes a jolt. So this is what I think it is: this abstract concept of “feeling the music”. Not just listening to it and knowing it, but really embodying it. It’s not as much a technical thing as an emotional thing. It’s like…a confidence, or a state of mind. A willingness. I think a lot of people are born with the talent and that makes them really dope freestylers on very little technique. Well, I wasn’t. Now I’ve amassed a lot of sheer technique and a good understanding of music I think I have to just…take that step. Let it go.
This is sorta, like, the big moment. The tipping point between just another guy trying to become something and the something itself. I just have to commit to it.
I always did have commitment issues.
